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A secret was unveiled and that stuns me a lot. My dad who was thought to be a stingy haji bakhil has a baskground that makes him so. That explains and i really understand his position. However i need to doublecheck with mum to confirm his past. His parents was also like him. He didn't get a lot of things that he wants. But i don't know how stingy can a chinese be? I mean, sure chinese tend to spent quite a sum to celebrate Chinese New Year don't u think? Maybe its true. Forget it... Ok next topic.. End of the mth, most probably im tendering my resignation. Reasons? Im not sure how to put it but i explained to mum and she really understands me and even request me to tender it as soon as possible. She's the most understanding mum and i thanks god for her. She is my no 1 goal. To make her happy is my goal since secondary days. She suffered a lot for her sons and daughter. I live for her. I work for her. I tried to relief her burdens. I tried to make her smile. Laugh. Im not letting her cry again... No one will understands me.. I mean 100% understands. Who does? Only mum knows us best. Maybe Winnie will be my second goal. LOL... My workplace. Im working in a team of total of 3 players / workers inclusive of me. However it seems that i have a bad affiliation with one of it who have been workin there for almost 3 years. I can see of maybe all can see the way he treated me. I tried my best to communicate with him but the way he replied was very different when he was replying to others. Its a clear cut damn it. However deep in my heart, due to my nature maybe, i don't blame him. I can only blame myself. Maybe i was too clumsy in work. Forgetful... Slow... Wow, everthing was new right? How does a 2.4 years of clerical worker actually are able to manage with new work? An engineering post. It WILL takes time right.. As i said, i will never blame him even though others do. Without him, im nothing. With neither skills nor knowledge. He gave me the experiences needed. He was always there when im in trouble. Everytime i have trouble handling calls, i would always ask him or my supervisor. I have always respected Team A for the prinsips in working. We have always treated time as an important factor for recovery. We always tried to maintain production to its maximum without affecting them. Challenging huh? Tough... Now its job hunting seasons. Must try to find one before quiting. Finally im tune to my ipod shuffle. Hahha... La la lala lala la lala....
 
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