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Sorry to those reading this, BUT tonite im seriously deeply in a periodic "mood" like girls do. Or probably more.. Im seriously deeply explosively mad.. My brain is already up to the max.. I was wondering why the **** are we muslims celebrating raya for? I tot that was it was a day where muslims are celebrating on completion of fasting for a month and that was suppose to be a month for us to be kind enough to forgive and forget? Why do hatred in some people seems so hard to ease off? Its not like they had hurt u in a way tat had changed u for life (like hurting u physically causing injury / crippling / disfigured u)... How bad was it that he has hurt u? How much damage was done? Event such as raya outings was suppose to be an event where friendship were to be bonded closer not loosen it.. Some made such a big fuss over a minor incident that watsoever didn't mean to hurt much. Can't we just be a bit kind to be a forgiver. To forgive and forget.. Guess ur old enough to be thinking... Must u hate him for life till u will be summon by god??? Have u ever wondered how it feels to get stuck in the middle?? Guy A, B and C. Im guy B, while A and C is my friends. I can't possibly be siding one of u jus becoz ur closer to me, coz it will definitely make me a jerk... I want friends and not enemies.. U might be enemy wit him, BUT PLS do not make me look like his enemy too... Take it im begging u..... How i wish i am overseas working / studying then i think i might have lesser problems in relatonships that might hurt my emotion.. *sigh* I wonder if my singtel line is having problems coz i have been sms-ing to few others and was ignored totally. Maybe was my fault sms-ing at 10 plus. Maybe some has slept. Maybe some is soooo budget or some probably couldn't be bothered to reply.. Recall of Zai's story of being ignored. So i guess i should start ignoring them then.. Its jus as simple.. I think we ought to be considerate enough or be courteous enough to reply even with at least a "K" or "OK" rather than ignoring totally.. Imagine me sms-ing to 30 persons and only 10% actually reply while the rest ignored me completely.. Suddenly i feel like banging my phone, throwing it out of the window.. I got so frustrated tat i actually OFF my HP.. Dunno if it helps but it saves my battery though.. Tonite is really a bad, sad, angry nite for me. Guess it was ignite by the late bus. Im already far from my workplace and i definitely wish to arrive home asap.. Imagine me chasing after a train tat was scheduled to arrive in 1 min, and when i arrived at City Hall, i ended up waiting for bus service 124 for almost 25 mins tat i got so fed up and took 145 instead.. Tat was the moment where my brain gets so intensified. Every bad moments were mixed and my brain gets so damaged... Now tat i've spit out my problems, i feel so much better... Those reading this, plz ignore.. Im jus releasing it for a while... Thanks....
 
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