It hurts when u get to know tat someone had secretly backstabbed u through despicable means of words to words interactive ways. It will hurt further more when u get to know the things spoken was like tryin to say tat mum was a begger *sob sob*. I was wondering if i was hurt by tat, how would my mum feel then. "Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul." My mum is not the argumentative type and ratherly silent type tat often gets
advantaged of. Let bygones be bygones and tats wat im tryin to say to myself and my mum however i know tat it really hurts her and she will take time to recover from tat incident.

When u give out something, u need sincerity, and if u feel tat u dun have 100% sincerity, PLS take ur %*&*%^* thing and jus scram off and i dun really mind if u dun actually give it jus out for face.. Sorry to all readers, was jus pointing to tat scheming despicable someone** so hope all is not affected..

How i wish i could jus throw the *%^&$##& money straight into her face and say straight direct onto her face tat "U tink my mum was begging for money!?", but i still have patience in me.. Thanks to Winnie there for guiding my patience there.. Patience thru god's way.. ;-)

Updated by DeCloNe on <09 February 2006> @ <8:12 a.m.>
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