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Wanna share out how first love was like in your life? It would be lovely to hear it rite? As for me, i encountered my first love when i was in my secondary school's stages. Sec 2 in precise. At that time, i was just a fat ugly boy and was always prioritise soccer than studying. Thank goodness my maths wasn't that bad. Imagine being able to cope with maths yet sucks in History, English, Physics, Arts and Technical. I am so weak in english shite. I even fail in grammer and vocab and i totally sucks. Ok back to my first love. One fine day, i went to NTUC to get buy 2 bottles of coke and i saw this beautiful cashier a chinese girl. She saw me and asked me; "Wah, u drink one ah?" And i replied; "No la, for my family." Hehhe.. So i walk off without any love struck. The next following day after school, went home changed and ran down to meet friends at the other blocks for soccer. I was running from my staircase when i stumbled upon meeting that girl who has just return from school. At that moment, i entered into a new world of my own having low gravity impact. Everything was in slow motion state. I could capture the first love impact deep in my brain. Running turns out so slow as i was looking into her face. Its just basically like in the tv shows when they act in the lovesight scenes. Funny thing was that, i totally ignored my friends waiting for me, instead i hide up in the market and stalked her home to find out where she stays. She was just staying few blocks away from mine in fact she was staying the same block i used to stay. From that day, i always stick around the playground / sepak takraw court just beside that flat. My motive was simple; just to know which unit she stays. Stalker wasn't i? Nest day, found her unit and since then i was dying to look at her face. My brain went crazy thinking of her day and nite. Every day i would hang around her block area, and during the nite, i would either listen to some love songs and relate them to her or keep on dreaming to be with her being sincere and faithful to her and never make her sad. I even went to the extreme of daydreaming in my bed of strucking singapore sweep $2 million, sharing my wealth making her happy and building our own family. That was damn psycho wasn't it. I was sorry to say a mat mat jiwang lah. I even created my first song book and started writing song lyrics realted to love and so on. I even created one piece of song and dreamt of selling it to Saari Amri (famous composer of lagu jiwang2 at tat time). Im not sure where that book went to haha. FYI, i went on for a couple of years with love in my heart and brain for her without her knowing in fact i have never approached her before hehe. Maklum, pemalu lah katakan, hodoh pulak tu ;-). It was all along a single sided love. Sigh.. During my poly times get to know someone from Queensway Sec same school as my first love is. I borrowed her year end book just to find out which year she is and she happens to be 2 years older than me. Guess my next step? Borrowed her book and photocopied her class pics and cut her photo out to be kept in my wallet for memory sake hehe. Desperados don't you think? Not sure if i still have her photo now. During poly times, it was all about studying and time to get into realtionship. I remembered praying to god asking him to get me a fine, well-versed in islamic studies, and alhamdulillah i got Winnie. I was glad and thanks god for granting me access to her in my walkway of life. My love for Winnie grew day by day and memories of my first love seems to get diminished. Despite me stopped being so desperados towards my first love, i still won't be able to forget totally about her. Everthing was history and sweet memories for me. Lastly, anyone wants to buy my malay jiwang song kindly approach me hehe.
 
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